Sometimes I just kinda like talking, so I decided to also include a blog here. Will I use this often? No, not really. Will it get used? Yeup!. So if you just wanna see some off topic content, read my blog.
I've been at school for two weeks now. So far it's kind of been the same. My physics teacher sucks and is so mind-numbingly boring. Which sucks because I think physics is pretty interesting. My history teacher also is like obviously conservative and that affects how he teaches the topics, so that also really sucks. I'm kinda sick right now, so hopefully that goes away by tuesday. Me and my mom started watching Lost for the first time, and both of us are super hooked on the show. So far my favorite characters are probably Locke, Sayid, and Sawyer. I've also been wanting to explore my fashion lately. Being 1.) Not out to my family or friends. and 2.) Being kinda tall and chunky, really messes around with how I can dress myself. Gender dysmoprhia and body dysmoprhia have been really hitting lately, and it really sucks. I wish I could love myself like how I love others, but it just is so hard to. I've been making an effort to be more positive and treat life with a better view, but no one arounds me really gives back that energy so it really messes up that mindset. That's all I had to say. April B. signing out. Bye luvs <333.
Today was the first day of school (I'm now a junior in high school >w<). So far I am already tired of school lol. I had a headache all day after 4th period. I also don't know anyone in my 4th or 7th period classes. Thankfully I have friends in my other periods. I also have a couple returning teachers in my French, Math, and English classes, so that makes school a lot less hostile to show up to. I was pretty scared before hand (mainly from the fact that I don't know who would be in each of my classes) but it actually wasnt' that bad. I hope this year goes well, I think I'll enjoy it. Besides that, I haven't really done much else. I got to go to AM Pm afterwards and got a slushie, so that was honeslty pretty cool. Anyways, till next time, byeee.