Helloooo luvlies. It is now like the 2 month mark of school and oh my god I am so done with this school. First and foremost my shitty physics teacher is also a TRUMPIE. No wonder I hate the loser. Besides that, I have finished LOST with my mom, and it is now my favorite tv series like ever. Only once did I find the show boring and it was like early season 3, but the rest of the show is aboslutely amazing. By the end of the The End, I maybe cried like 8 times to the point where I was making my mom cry too. This show means so much to me, I could rewatch it right now and be enthralled, and I can't say that for many of my favorite shows ever. It's like so good to the point where typing about it makes me tear up a little. If I see any of the cast or writers of the show, I would genuinely thank them for making the show. My favorite characters by the end of the series were Desmond Hume, Charlie Pace, and Jin-Soo Kwon & Sun-Hwa Kwon (It's impossible to seperate the two). If you have not watched LOST do not look up anything about it and just start watching it. If you don't like it by the fourth episode (which I don't know how you aren't obsessed by the first two) then give up on it becuase you'll never like it. Alright, that's really all I have to say, bye bye luvlies.

I have survived more than a month of school. My physics teacher still sucks, but you know what's kinda of crazy. My conservative history teacher is now like my favorite teacher I've ever had because I've talked to him now and we kind of agree on a lot of stuff. Like, genuinely he is a respectable and understandable guy. It is a very good enviroment for a history class, especially because I'm a massive stinking history nerd who loves debating about stuff. I also have a new favorite president!!! Before fora while it was the great Abraham Lincoln, but honeslty reassessing him I actually have decent criticisms of him (Habeus Corpus violation and also not really thinking Black Americans and White Americans were equal until quite late in into the Civil War). He however is still my second favorite president of all time, because you can't deny that he did a pretty damn good job. My current favorite is George Washington. He used to be second favorite, but now after learning a lot more about him he has become my favorite. Like, dude was literally the only founding father to free their slaves. He even payed for his slaves clothes and housing till like the 1830s. He also like for sure could have become dictator if he really wanted to but he knew that the revolution was to gain freedom from tyranny. Anyways, that's all I wanted to say really, bye byeeeee.

I've been at school for two weeks now. So far it's kind of been the same. My physics teacher sucks and is so mind-numbingly boring. Which sucks because I think physics is pretty interesting. My history teacher also is like obviously conservative and that affects how he teaches the topics, so that also really sucks. I'm kinda sick right now, so hopefully that goes away by tuesday. Me and my mom started watching Lost for the first time, and both of us are super hooked on the show. So far my favorite characters are probably Locke, Sayid, and Sawyer. I've also been wanting to explore my fashion lately. Being 1.) Not out to my family or friends. and 2.) Being kinda tall and chunky, really messes around with how I can dress myself. Gender dysmoprhia and body dysmoprhia have been really hitting lately, and it really sucks. I wish I could love myself like how I love others, but it just is so hard to. I've been making an effort to be more positive and treat life with a better view, but no one arounds me really gives back that energy so it really messes up that mindset. That's all I had to say. April B. signing out. Bye luvs <333.

Today was the first day of school (I'm now a junior in high school >w<). So far I am already tired of school lol. I had a headache all day after 4th period. I also don't know anyone in my 4th or 7th period classes. Thankfully I have friends in my other periods. I also have a couple returning teachers in my French, Math, and English classes, so that makes school a lot less hostile to show up to. I was pretty scared before hand (mainly from the fact that I don't know who would be in each of my classes) but it actually wasnt' that bad. I hope this year goes well, I think I'll enjoy it. Besides that, I haven't really done much else. I got to go to AM Pm afterwards and got a slushie, so that was honeslty pretty cool. Anyways, till next time, byeee.